Hi. Well yeah. Today is Thursday. There's PE so I am happy!! & I finished my carving for art, next week chiong printing & then do the design thingy then done! AW YEAH. \m/
Ok. So, then again. He texted me. I am too distracted by that I guess? Idk. I really honestly don't. Should I still be giving a damn? Obviously not but, he texted me a long text & Yeah. Trust me, when I first read his text, I told myself it wasn't him to typed that cause I can obviously recognize the way he types & stuff. So yep. But then again, I feel like "soft-hearted", like as though he deserves another chance which would be the fourth chance alr but no. I thought about it again & like, if he truly loves me, he wouldn't need a chance in the first place. He wouldn't need to make it up to me, he wouldn't need to keep saying sorry for all these & stuff. I mean, like it's over alr, I don't wish to go back but the memories, the happy ones are just pulling me back & I don't want to be back with him. I don't want to be feeling like some loser getting cheated on again, being lied to again. No, all these have to stop & why not now? Argh. Idk really. Why is that when I really need someone to take the bus with me, he/she isn't here?
You knows there's this feeling you have like as though no one cares. Like when you really need someone to care or maybe just lend his/her shoulder, & yet no one is here? Yeah. Or when you feel like telling someone special about everything you feel inside? Like hoping he/she would care but yet don't wish to lose that special feeling? Yeah. That's what I am feeling right now. So much I wanna say but don't wish to ruin out flirtationship. 😔
Let's just pray & hope that tmr will be better which I believe it will be cause everything's gonna be alright, isn't it? :')
So, let's just end it here? Till then, miss me. Xoxo. <3
