Yes, I would definitely love to have one more night of holiday. -Lesigh-
Okay. So, today nothing much just stayed at home till about evening, then went to meet Rach. Hahaha. Then, again. Town. So after heading to town to get her friend's present, we went to meet Ronald & Justin (not bieber, but Ronald's friend) so yep. Then we had prata at Thomson, finally. Guess that's my only meal. ><
Hahaha. Well, didn't eat anything except for 1/4 of laoban. Ha.
So, after prata, decided to go prawning! A W E S O M E. I think for me, catching the prawn is the best part. Worst? THERE ARE CATS & RATS. HORRIBLE. being me, I am afraid of cats & yes, rats. Eww. Then, we caught about 5? For an hour? Ok. Then after prawning, we parted (sounds so drama). HAHAHAHA. Ok. So after we "parted" I went home, so did Rach. Then while I am on my way home, mom called questioned me about her money. Dafug. Seriously? Why would I take your money from the drawer? Fuck you. Piss me off badly. Don't trust me Nevermind, not the first time anyways. Then, forever saying that I am with hafiz. Fuck you la cb. Break up alr right? You think I am your damn doll to nag & question everyday & night? Then kindly fuck off. Had enough.
First, broke up. Then getting over, letting go & yet hafiz is just pestering. Then secondly, everyday, I come home from school, alr a lot of stress but you can't even shut up. Straight bomb things at me. Fuck la. Really. I have feelings you know. Just cause I always bottle things up doesn't meant I can't blow up anytime I want ok. I would really appreciate it if you just text me don't one day all 9292615829171661915282736188271827 times. (if that amount of number even exist). I don't mind if you text me asking where am I & all. I can tell you. But, will you believe? Will you not nag when I am around guys? Will you not overreact? Just cause I hang out with guys doesn't meant I am gonna have sex ok. I am not a slut, your daughter is definitely not a fucking slut. Then again, would you really just shut up when I come home? I understand humans can't always just shut up. But at lead torn talk to me for awhile? Let me relax myself at home for awhile? Don't nag me 9716828361884371257918032477 times to study or whatsoever. I will means I will. The more you nag, the more I won't even do it. Whatever I do, it never do seem to be able to please you huh? Then find someone else to be your daughter. Can't you just be more relaxed? More open? Do you ever realize Everytime I blow up at you? It's always either you are nagging/calling me 9766118928161839186293926292 times, asking this & that, keep asking, keep stressing me up? Keep pressuring me? Whatever you do, it really does makes me feel like just leaving. I will one day when I can't take any of these shits anymore. Trust me, I won't regret but you definitely will.
