June 08, 2013

mind over body

hey guys! 
i'm back from camp and omg, i'm literally dead.

the hike.
it killed me.

hahaha no seriously, my shoulders, feet and legs are all aching so badly.
but the good thing is, it feels good that i made it through the 2nd time.
like, i've done this hike before, i know how tough it is.
and trust me, i dread going for this hike/camp. 
but hey, i went for it. every single part of my body aches but i made it through.

i persevered. i made it. it was the best.
and ofc, it was fun!!

the amazing was kind of boring i would say but just looking at how 
the juniors bond tgt and share their ideas just makes me happy.
because honestly, during trainings it's always just 'you do your thing, i do mind'
kind of a thing. so yep, i would say that i'm glad they bonded tgt.
and i could really see a change in some of my juniors which i would say,
i used to not like. but through this camp, i found out that actually they are
not as bad as i thought you used to be. 

and next was dragon boating. 
oh god, for that, i swear my arms and shoulder were aching like asdfghjkl.
i'm not even kidding. it hurts so so so bad.
and yeah again, it was all teamwork duh.
and through this, you can tell who are the ones that would hold on all the way and 
who would just push through all the way but take a break in between.
and yup, i'm one of those who takes a break every now and then during the ending race.
it was so tiring. and the water was so eww. like there were litters everywhere.
i swear, litters E V E R Y  W H E R E.
it was so gross. like all the litters were floating around and just eww ok.

then it was the walk to some hawker centre.
it didnt felt right. mainly bcos for the past years, we always had macs
but this year, we went to some hawker centre.........
the food was good tho. it wouldnt have been what i wanted but it was 
good. and we took a bus, everyone was so tired. 
it was funny bcos it seemed like as tho we owned the bus.
like the whole bus was literally filled with us....

then we arrived at east coast's mac. 
but not allowed to buy anything. argh.
i was craving for macs like hell ytd.

and then it was the start of the hike. 
and hahaha, some of the pioneers came down.
they were really funny.
they never fail to disturb me like i swear.
but haha its ok, they are nice people! and real funny.

during the hike to changi, i had a long talk with jav and bryan.
and yep, i gave it a thought alr. i should really take things slowly. 
and bryan, he nearly killed me. I'm not even joking! 
i told him i wanna pierce my belly and prolly try smoking and he was like
i cant even. hahahahahaha, his face was just hahahaaha.
but yeah, it felt good to know that people around me actually cares about me. 

:')

i'm grateful to have these people in my life. 

sometimes, i wish all the guys that i've ever met are like jav and kai.
they are the sweetest yet most annoying guys on earth.
just like jo jo. hahahaha.
like seriously.
they are the best people i've ever met in my whole entire sec school life.
well, at least till this point.
and i believe they would still the be the best even in the future hehe.

and tmr i'm going to Claud's omg. 
i cant explain to you how much i miss her man omfg.
okokok, i shall update you guys tmr night again about tmr. hehehe

AND OMFG. I AM GONNA SEE JUSTIN.
I AM GONNA SEE FREAKING INSANITY JUSTIN DREW BIEBER.
MY LIFE IS MOTHER FUCKING COMPLETE.
I SWEAR IT IS.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT EVEN TILL THIS POINT OF TIME. 
AND I'M GOING WITH CLARE. 
OMG. CAN YOU FEEL MY EXCITEMENT????

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
 okokok.

i need to freaking chill. LOL
but i remember how i was suppose to go with someone else.
like a promise in the past but just like a month ago, i lost everything cluelessly.
but its ok, i'm alr starting to pick myself up. 
and so are my qtpies around me. 
i'm starting to learn how to let go. 
i mean, obviously not that fast but slowly, i would. 
i guess that's all for today.

xoxo,
Chloe.