I know I'm the one to be blamed for all of these shits that has been happening.
I know that there's no one else to be blamed but me.
I know that I need to back out from you guys so that I won't cause anymore trouble or worsen the conflict or anything. I'm really really sorry. I've never expected this to happen.
If by any chance, there's a day where you want to leave bcos you're more comfortable with the guys, go ahead. I am totally understand & I won't ever blame you. I know I can't be selfish for that bcos after all, I'm the one who caused all the trouble & the separation.
I really do miss how we were before. So united, so annoyingly together & just happy. I miss that. Don't any of you miss that? Really? I mean, if anyone ever ask me what's my fav memory of my secondary school life it'll def be all about you guys.
Yeah obviously, you guys are the ones that has been so annoying, noisy, forever making me feel frustrated & always always always disturbing me. But, I've never regret knowing anyone of you. Neither have I regretted all the times we had. If I could turn back time, I would have spent more time with you guys. I would've prioritized you guys more. I would have appreciated you guys more.
I miss you guys. I know that you guys love to call me a bitch bcos I've this ridiculous attitude & blunt mouth. Haha
But I also know that deep down you guys do care genuinely. I know that no matter what happens, I can always count on you guys but...
Maybe not anymore. Whatever it is, I love you guys & I love us. Sorry if I've done anything wrong or caused anything. I didn't mean it. I don't expect anything anymore but I just wish that you guys would stay together. I know where I stand & I won't ever ever ever get into your way anymore.