harro harro
i've been really lazy so yes i'm trying not be lazy. ok exactly now that i'm actually all of this out it doesn't make sense but it's ok. i believe that you guys gets me right? like, haha you're a i-can't-be-bothered-i'm-too-tired-or-maybe-just-lazy kind of person but you're trying to put in more effort into your work and stop being so damn lazy hahaha. well, at least that's me. so i've been trying to get myself together and yeah. so far, i've only packed my books. like all my textbooks and assessment books. wtf seriously i don't bloody hell know what the hell i was thinking when i went to get those books wtf.
they're piling up like crazy man. you won't even believe me bc you might be thinking that i'm exaggerating but i'm really not. bc this is freaking serious. how da hell am i going to be able to finish up all of those shits?????
and damn you have no idea. my mom is driving me nuts. asking me to pack this and that. mom pls, i'm not even one with my crisis hahaha. crisis. i still haven't finish packing my room and obv other parts of the damn house. oh and not forgetting, all my homework. literature would be the death of me really. the "project" she assigned is cray cray i'm telling you. i need more breaks. i need to seriously get things done but i also want to lay in bed all day and just watch prison brea. do you feel me? like ok you don't have to watch prison break but laying in bed all day and just watch dramas/movies or whatever is just so good like damn. i do whatever the hell i want. no errands to run. no assignments to rush through. no homework to look for or even get started on. no need to dread for classes. bleh.
damn i got so fat. like bleh. i gained so much weight but then again i can't really be bothered. you get me? i mean like it's food. it's like telling me you don't want ice cream/donuts/pizza/any other freaking nice food. it's like i wanna eat everything or anything i want anytime i want but i also do not want to put on weight. gee, that's so freaking contradicting but whatever alr.
"i'm so done trying to be perfect because that's just so overrated."
hahaha. i think i'm finally gonna get myself a fisheye lens ahaha. oh and that black bag and that black boots and that baby doll dress and prolly some shades. hahaha my mind just went blank. like idek waht else to say anymore so i guess it's just like that now.
xo,
Chloe.
