hi guys!!
i have to sleep early today bc rach is fucking coming back from bangkok!!! *squeals*
hehehe it's been almost a month since she has been gone, bloody bitch. ditch me here hahaha
but yeah, i'm gonna go get her form the airport tmr and damn shit i have to wake up at like 12pm. yeah ok, i know that's pretty late actually but it's early for me. especially, during the holidays. the lastest timing i woke up was 5 plus or 4 i can't remember but it was equally bad.
anyways, i think i'm finally gonna start reading fifty shades of gray since i'm broke and i dw to spend my remaining assets of 100bucks on another book when i just bought one the day before. oh the books are rach's and i'm just gonna borrow it haha.
oh you know how i said i'll wake up today and go to the library to study? yeah damn right that didn't happen. i was bored last night and i was actually pretty beat out but internet is my drug so i was on tumblr then i decided to watch pretty little liars since i stopped watching prison break bc idk, i got bored. then i got hooked and i watched 8 episodes till about 8:30 in the morning then i ate my breakfast and went to bed haha. i slept through till 2 plus. initially, i counted 6hrs of sleep and i'll go study at the library but i woke up at 1 plus then flop back to sleep without checking my phone at allllllll
yup, so i woke up at 2 plus thinking "chloe you better get your ass to the toilet and bathe and go study!!!" but i ended up having my lunch and watching pretty little liars hahahahahaahaha
i know i know i'm bad but hey, who likes studying????
ok i'm starting to really think i'm screwed for my O's. i just don't have the motivation. or should i say that i can't find it? bleh. plus, i go so angry yesterday and argued here and there. thought all is well but people just have to discourage me continuously that there's no point in caring so much for F if he doesn't care. but crap ok, i just don't know anymore. i don't even know what to do so i'm just trying to keep myself but it's not helping and blehhhhhhh.
like i'm stuck in between. idek who to listen to bc both sides are true enough. quarter of the time, i'm just finding tons of excuses to cover up whatevr you told me hahaha. yeah crap idek anymore. screw it la. i won't do anyth till you do smth or whatver idek anymore lol.
xo,
Chloe.
