I feel like as the days passes by, my expectations of myself gets higher. I guess it is just me being a perfectionist and me wanting to say that this isn't just all that I can do. I want to show that I fucking have it.
I am going to be having my portfolio review in about 4hours time? I have absolutely no idea what I am going to say. I am not prepared. I don't even know what to wear? I feel like honestly, I could've done better with my work. I could have just shut up and sit still and completed my work when I had the feels and the motivation and most importantly, time.
Somehow, I can't wait for 1.2 to come and then I can improve and start to score even better than I am right now. I don't want to just do well. I want to aim higher. I want to surpass my limits again and again. I am better than this? Funny how I am here doing some reflection when I've already submitted a half-assed reflection for later on.
I want this.
Also, I have quite a lot of exciting plans that I cannot wait for. So excited. I can't wait to travel. Very much excited for the next 3 days as well.
I know I have been talking about this for awhile now. But my new site is still.... under construction? I feel like the pictures I initially planned on using was not able to give me the feels that it was it. I don't know how to explain but it just isn't right nor ready. Lol, hard to please myself.
