I've been dying to go tanning and all but idk. I don't really have the mood to do anything and i just argh. Plus i haven't been really comfortable blogging about my personal things here so i just blog on my tumblr for personal stuff....
but anyway other than all of that, i think i think sooner or later i'm just gonna be like fuck it to everything. like what's the point of caring for that someone and trying so hard to make things right when he/she doesnt even seem like he/she cares? like dude, i'm here through the good and bad, trying to make things work. i trust you with everything. what the fuck is wrong? argh.
ok moving on. i think i might be getting tuition idk. i've no idea how i'm gonna start studying for my O's and stuff. it's all just ugh. plus all of these bad headaches are killing me. i skipped school tmr and i am too skipping it tmr. i think i might go for both bbqs on the 11th. idek yet.
i just wanna do things that will get things off my mind and not care about anything anymore.
i don't see the point in trying if you're not going to try too. it has to work both ways bro.
so if you follow me on twitter, you'll prolly know that i've been spending my time watching 90210 again. ok ok before you be like "wtf chloe again!? that show has like 5 seasons!", i know it's insane.
but i'm only watching it again bcos previously i watched it with my mom and guess what. my mom is insane. she watched everything without me (when i'm not home she watches it) and i got sick of it so i didn't watch it all the way. oh right and since i forgotten where i watched it till, i re-watched it hehe.
oh and i've been wearing my glasses more often nowadays. maybe bcos i've been home most of the time but yeah. i think i might want to read more idk haha. we'll see. i am such a boring person omg, i know. oh and i'm sorry i havent been blogging much. i've been kind of lazy to even tweet nowadays.
idk. i've just been trying to isolate myself idk. oh and you know what? i googled again on how to fake my own death and omg its kind of cool but then again idk. i'll prolly try it during the holidays hehe.
oh oh oh hehehe. i can't wait for christmas. ofc, partly its bcos of believe 3D. but guess what!!! my mom finally agreed on thanks giving dinner this year hehe. it's kind of a long story but yeah anyways, i can't freaking wait!! i think i might want to head down to iKea soon to get some stuff hehe.
so yuuuuup. i think i got fatter but then again i think i'm fine. idk. i just wish i was ok. whatever.
i'm sorry but Karen took photos of me and i found them so why not haha. plus my coach totally killed me. my muscle aches lasted for 3 days wtffff.
i've been thinking of getting this kind of hair colour or maybe i should get my hair like this.
what do you guys think? :3
xo,
Chloe.