hi guys!! i realize that every time i blog, i can never just sit down and pour my feelings out hahaha.
and most of the time when it's a lengthy post, it's because of the photos hahaha wthhhhhh.
ok but anyways, i think i really do need help. i've no idea how to start revising for my O's or what's the correct way. cause damn bro, believe it or not, all my teachers are always "oh chloe you failed by this bit not because you didn't study. you're just studying the wrong way."
oh, screw you. be glad that i actually put in the effort bro. like i know so many people who don't listen in class, don't do their homework, don't even know what's going on and they can freaking pass their papers. oh wanna know what's better? some of them even get an A1 ok. pft. *rolls eyes*
anyway, i was clearing out one book shelf and guess what.... i found like at least 2/3 assessment books for math and science per level. like bro i aint even kidding right now. so i plan to finish up most of my sec1 books since it's the basics before like school reopen and ofc all the stupid school homework. im dreading to o my work or even go to school. ugh. like i'm not even gonna get paid for doing my homework lol.
so moving on, i'm actually printing pictures right now and i'm so glad i'm finally doing so hehehe.
like i've no idea how many times i've been dragging this shit. oh and i've decided to get a book to paste all of this pictures in. like every year i will make one book hehe. but idk either im so lazy all the time, you get me? like i wanna do this but i think i'lll pass because i'm just so lazy? hahaha.
oh and i finally got myself out of the house recently. like not for school, ew. i skipped the last 2 days of school so yup. but it's ok i really did have headache haha. ok anyways, i went to town with sya on friday and ytd with rach. so i've been dying to get like a top or dress or maybe shoes. but guess what? i bought a high waisted jeans instead wtf. seriously i want to kill myself. i'm really annoying. like Chloe you're supposed to get a top/dress/pair of shoes not jeans!!!!!! haizer.
but i love the jeans anyways hehe. i used to really hate wearing tights/jeans. like i used to think that they would make me look fat because of my calves. i absolutely hate them and tbh, i don't even know how i got them. ugh. but oh wells, learn to embrace your imperfections and learn to love yourself right?
like honestly, i think i have to seriously start learning how to love myself more. the constant thought of wanting to be skinny is killing me.
and plus i don't like to bear grudges or i'm just like whatever. screw you and ok. hahaha.
i mean whatever that has happened alr did so there's no point dwelling over it. dwelling about it will only hurt yourself more and you'll eventually feel too tired. so yeah, just cry about it but then move on.
so whatever.
i guess that's just it for now. i've nothing more on my mind alr. hehe.
xo,
Chloe.
