I'm back home early today because I didn't go for dinz dinz with da boys. Today's training was fruitful too hehe. Started something new and I can't wait to share it with you guys but I think I should save that for the weekends hehe. I was thinking of doing a vlog everyday starting from Feb onwards but I'm not sure yet though hehe. I thought what would have been better than to jsut speak directly into the camera and you guys can jsut watch hehe.
Anyways, moving on. The weather today was... omg. Perfect but too cold!!! It felt like I was in a refrigerator the entire time till training came along. hehe. I sure did wisht hat someone or anyone would offer a jacket. Por and Fa did. But Por was sick and I didn't want Fa to be cold because of me... again. so yeah. I doubt I would ever bring my jacket or cardigan again. It's so heavy and I am jsut too lazy. Hence, I should just endure the coldness ahahaha, do I make sense? Yeah, maybe a little.
Gosh. I can't wait to bathe already! I got home and immediately started on my homework and prepare dinz. Had seaweed chicken, rice and egg. hehehe. Simple iz da bez. After I was done with my homework, I had to type the script for this year's cny celebration. There were so much to correct and stuff, bleh. Oh, I managed to finish watching ep 14 of season 4 [Pretty Little Liars]. I wonder if @ broke girls have been updated too kekeke. Can't wait to watch everything and The Mentalist!!!!
Ok ok now now, getting down to the real topic.
BELIEVE MOVIE!!!!!!!
First thing first, I have been dying and waiting for it to be released in Sg. I checked everyday till I was too caught up with my work. But one day, I checked again and found out that it was cominng soon on 23rd Janurary 2014. I screamed. My mom yelled becasue apparently, I scared the living soul out of her. I spammed Clare. I spammed more. I called. I booked 2 tickets because we were both free only on the 25th January which was btw, last Saturday. ahahahahaha.
We were so excited!!! I couldn't wait!! The day was finally here. The moment was just perfect because I just needed something to help me pull through certain stuffs. It wasn't a "perfect timing" for Ju tho bc he just got bailed. sobs. But we never know what actually did happen and I am sick and tired of all of you motherfuckers that just would not shut the fuck up. I am not pulling that teenager makes mistakes crap but fuck you. He is a normal human being. Are you going to deny that? What? Is he some kind of a space alien? I don't think so, sucker. He is a normal human being. He makes mistakes. Everyone does. He can get frustrated and mad with paparazzis. Put yourself in his fucking shoes. Think before you speak. He is constantly eyed on by those paps trying to earn a living. I don't blame them, well not the majority. I get it, they need to earn for a bowl of rice and a shelter or some for their families. But cut him some slack would you? I am not speaking at the point where everyone thinks that ALL beliebers are ridiculous fucktards that says "he is 19 he makes mistakes".
No. I am jsut saying that, as a normal human fucking being, you would definitely get pissed and rage at a pap if he constantly verbally assaults you. From time to time, the hates and comments are nothing but if you're just travelling around town and a pap would chase you all the way like a bloody dog and yabber non-stop,verbally assaulting you, I don't think it's something any human being would be able to contain. You say that the media is being cruel and damaging the society's idea of perfection but aren't you looking at and judging people with society's idea of perfection? Everyone has different feels for different genres. You may like this particular band/singer but I may like another. Things like these are bound to happen. But who are you to critisize other's fans? Some may like K-POP, I myself am fine with it, however I do not speak ill of the band/singer's fans, do I?
It's one thing for respecting a band/singer and another for their fans. Their fans msut have felt something for their idol(s). Their idol might have saved their lives and all you did is pass on remarks and stupid judgements or things you see on the internet. Justin spitting on his fans, do you really think he would do that? I am a belieber, no doubt. I strongly believe that Justin would never do that. Show me whatever the fuck you want, I would not believe it unless I see it with my own eyes. Those pictures could have been edited. Now you're going to question me, "if so, why do you believe in the good pictures you see?" Easy. When you see your idol doing something nice, something great, do you believe in it? Your idol, is someone you know (somehow). If you're a fan, you'll understand me. It's just soemthing you know. However, the media/music industry is extremely complicated. You will never know the truth of a breakup, a fight, a rumor or whatever there is.
But right now, all I'm saying is, how the fuck would you know if Justin was in the wrong for the break up of Jelena? How would you not rage if you were constantly verbally assaulted by the same pap that has been chasing after you? How would you have known that Justin did spit on his fans? Because of the photo? Because the headlines said so? Because some entertainment news spoke of it? How would you feel when you're constantly being eyed on by paps? How would you feel if a quarter of the entire universe wanted to see you crumble, go out of control and just die? How would you feel if someone insulted you for being a fan of your idol just because of something the media said? Or something that the paps took because they ketp chasing you? Stories changes. Look at the recent jail incident. He was first claimed to be caught because he was drag racing, drinking while driving and drugs. Then after a few days, they claimed that the police framed him and made a false report. He was only caught because his driver's license expired.
How many knew about the first claim? How many knew about the second? When it's something good that he has done, nobody gives a fuck. When it's something bad, everyone from everyfucking corner suddenly gives a bloody damn. I've even heard some say "he has billions but he only gave a pencil to the boy". FUCK YOU. FUCK OFF TO MARS AND NEVER FUCKING COME BACK YOU MOTHER FUCKER. DID YOU KNOW THAT HE GAVE AWAY HIS SHOES? HE BUILD A SHELTER/SCHOOL FROM SCRATCH? HE COULD HAVE SPENT THOSE TIMES HANGING OUT WITH HIS FAMILY BUT HE SPENT IT BY BUILDING SHELTERS FROM SCRATCH AND PLAYING WITH KIDS AND HAVING A FUCKING GOOD TIME. NOW HOW IS THAT WRONG?
so it's not wrong for a normal human being to be a volunteer but it's wrong for him? someone gave a pencil and that would beokay but it's not for him? stop being so bloody fucking annoying. this is why i hate people sometimes. they speak without thinking with their god damn brains. are your brains the size of a pea that you can't make use of it? i would not rant any further and i would yell the fuck out of my lungs at you if you try to irritate me with such topics. thank you and have a bloody nice day/night.
believe movie was the best fucking movie of my life next to never say never. i would watch it for a million times and i would never get sick of it. can't wait to get the dvd alr hehe.
no pictures for now but i would update on the pictures as soon as i've gotten it transferred onto my macbook hehe.
xo,
Chloe.