I know I just blogged today. But right now I'm in the train and I have a lot on my mind. I feel so sick. I feel like I'm about to puke but I feel like I'm just being over paranoid. I don't know what to do anymore. I think I'm being dumb as fuck. I'm so bloody annoying. I feel like I need to learn how to express myself better. Especially to the ones that has always been there for me. I'm always so rude and direct that I forgotten about other people's feelings. I mean, yes I don't care about my own bc I think my feelings are rotten shit. But that doesn't mean that others don't have. I feel so useless right now... I don't deserve any of my friends or anyone else. Goodbye.
