October 17, 2014

My Mind, My Soul

days, boom, years
everyday, a struggle
everyday, a fight with the dark
how do i stop

save
I want to
myself
why cant i

turning on the light
so difficult
but easy
no one knows
because everything is so bright
they see rainbows and sunshine

i see darkness
i see tears of broken pieces
i see the torn and tattered
i see the unfixable
i see me

in the dark
so much easier
no fights
no wars
no struggles

i tried
so hard
fight
to no avail

the sun once shone through
but now,
gone again...

for how long,
i dont know
i hope not too long
till i am long gone