I have this great desire of revamp-ing my blog but it can take me longer than a day and I do not like it. I don not like how while I am in the process of fixing this to my idea of perfection and yet people are already viewing it. It feels like they are not viewing the best of me and my shit yet. Thus, I dislike doing it while the web is already up. You probably feel me, you probably don't. It doesn't matter though. I am too busy trying to keep my life and bank account together, I barely having time for anything else. I almost feel like breaking down and just yell stop, hoping that it would really pause and let me breathe. However, it is all good. I will most probably abandon this site and leave a full stop here and move my ass onto a real deal I am even more proud of.
In the meantime, this is as much as I can give for now and it is what I want to keep as well.
-back to rushing for submissions-
goodnight.
xo,
Chloe
