August 12, 2015

I have been really caught up with school and other stuffs that even when I am on my macbook, I don't even have the feels to blog. I have no idea where to begin from. Just like right now, I don't know where to begin from. So I guess we should take this step by step?

School has been rather alright. It is much more manageable right now. Plus I believe that I am starting to get the hang of only getting a few hours of rest rather than a good long sleep because of all the sleepless nights. I guess it isn't too bad that I am settling in and getting used to how this new environment works. Besides, I can't believe that I am almost done with semester one when it feels like I have just started school a week ago. Either way, I am just thankful to have a bunch of friends to make school a little more bearable and to keep each other sane.

Other than school and work, I have nothing else. I am pretty much very single thus the reason why I am always with my friends. I guess it isn't too bad being alone. I am not quite sure where this is going but I guess I would say I don't know how I feel.

I feel like there is so much on my mind and yet there is nothing at all. I don't know where to begin and I don't think I should. I guess if this is me coping well then I am fine and people can just carry on with life.

It is pretty upsetting to see people around me starting to fall out of love or, to be troubled with things going on in their lives. I am glad to be able to be a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on.

Sometimes, we have to be stronger for the people around us so that they will not feel so alone. It is so that we can carry them and help them get back up and then when they can stand, we are there, ever ready to support them.

Stronger for everyone else.

it's ok, i'm fine.